Wednesday, September 09, 2009
A second look
My fingers have not touched keys for so long, withdrawal symptoms are acting up again. I feel like if I had a piano in front of me now I could come up with an entire concerto. And if I had a guitar with me I would sing "More Than Words" until I cry. Wow, life is really quite suffocating without music. :') I really admire musicians. I could sit and watch a boy on his guitar or keyboard with his blunt pencil and some paper, and I'd just be leaning my right cheek against my right hand, all bright-eyed in awe and wonderment. Quite the psycho. I'm guessing that's pretty much how John Mayer and Jason Mraz started, 'cept Mraz would have been sliding down a rainbow instead. (R) Okay, girls don't really blow me away as much. Sorry Taylor Swift. I don't know, guitars are such boy things, you know. Girls on a guitar are really cool and all, but there's no magic, or I've yet to see the magic in any girl. Or maybe the magic is in the hormones.
Yeeeeah, it's gotta be the hormones.
I think I was angry for a while just now, but not anymore thanks to John Mayer, he's one helluva cure-all. Not healthy to be looking at old emails and messages, TSK! But you don't want to delete them, because when you get old and get Alzheimer's, you'd want to remember the sweeter things in life. We sometimes suffer from emotional Alzheimer's. It's called
denial. See, watching Grey's Anatomy till 4am at night does teach you something. You know, when water becomes stagnant, mosquitos start growing. And they start flying around and sucking your blood. May your water never be stagnant, may it be swirling with colours and fairy dust, and you will be happy forever! :))))) Double-chin smiley!
tried to hunch; 10:38 PM
