Monday, March 31, 2008
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
I have this very bad habit of blogging almost everyday. And moreover the lack of photos (AHEM PAUL) makes this space look even more bleak than ever before. Sigh, time is white. I attribute this bad habit to allowing myself to be cloistered up in my room 99.231% of the time I'm at home, thus resulting in a very minimalistic lifestyle, where it's just me, music and computer. Okay, maybe minimalistic is subjective. The attack of Emomomo is impending, and I lie here unarmed and defenceless, yielding to its relentless roars. And I don't know why but I HAVE to say this again, that I think it's amazing how you can think of someone whom you barely know from so far away and this person doesn't even know who the hell you are. I think it's beautiful. I think it's something God gave us the ability to do. I think it is amazing, and how we could expect nothing from it, no conversations made, no smiles exchanged, no hugs nor kisses; Give me nothing, except maybe a wish.
On the happier side of things ... I paid due attention during Maths lecture, and maybe a little too much attention ha ha. MINDEF should hire me to spy on the Iraqis one day, I guarantee a job well done. In the short run, certain moments really defy all sense of logic and purpose and you just get caught in an ephemeral rush of awkwardness and yet glee. Time is ephemeral, but death is eternal.
Some quotes of the day, of which some I kind of forgot:
Okay actually i forgot. I only remember the last words of the sentence, "like
sai." Which says a lot, really.
I am my own dispensary of pain, torment and misery.
I control the dosage.
I am my own cure, I am my own disease.
Hmmm, sounds like something Spiderman would say.
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[edit] "How's life with 1? 4's a blast.. of cold wind." [/edit]
tried to hunch; 8:35 PM
