Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Can't carry on like this.
Can't carry on a lifestyle of deceit; can't carry on with mannequin after mannequin, mask after mask. Who am I hiding? Who am I hiding from? Every day, it's a struggle, to stay hidden and "protected" by colourful facades and big dreams. I give up, it's tiring. I'm drowning, can't you see? Every day, is a desperate attempt to catch a breath, an exhausting attempt to keep my head above the crashing waters. I give up. Overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form, yes I am. Mannequin after mannequin, mask after mask. I can't keep this up anymore.
You once made a friend, and her name was Disappointment.
tried to hunch; 1:14 AM