Thursday, July 05, 2007
Ambulance needed. Immediate rescue.
I feel like an old car. Engines breaking down, paint fading, door handles rusting, dusty dashboard and torn-up leather seats. I'm not being what I should, I'm not feeling the pinch - be it Nationals, exams, school, church. My mind seems to be revolving around the most obscenely superfluous things. And my energy level is on an all-time low. I can hardly keep awake on bus rides, I can hardly focus in class; I'm walking, talking, thinking twice as slow as I should. I'm a total wreck. I am lacking drive, passion, direction. I'm now just a happy photo on the wall.
Fading.On the brighter side of things, CCDD is the happiest thing that has happened to me in school. ;)
Kor kor has returned to the Big Apple last night. :( :(
I need to boost my self-esteem and confidence. Somebody please say I have a beautiful smile or something now.
tried to hunch; 8:38 PM