Monday, March 05, 2007
How deep the Rabbit Hole goes.
I can't believe I didn't go to school today. Whyyee Denise, why. I shall never attempt such foolishness again. Such piggish attitude must be done away with, I shall never skip school again just for that one moment of blissful sleep. I shall never try to convince myself that I'm too sick/unwell for school, because that's half a lie, which is essentially, still, a lie. What Jesus would have done? He would have GONE TO SCHOOL. *slaps myself*
Whatever, it's too late for regrets now. I hate regrets. Despite the fact that they sometimes give you the motivation to utilize your brilliant intelligence to create the world's first time machine and be crowned the world's great genius who shamed Einstein right down to his grave, the truth is, time was never meant for us to be tampered with. We make our mistakes and we try in our desperate attempts never to make them again. But being mere humans who like to act as if we can handle our own lives like a pro, we're wrong, most of the time. Its like a young boy trying to drive his daddy's car and totally loses control and nearly runs over a cow. In his last attempt to save his life, his daddy's life, and regrettably the cow's life, he cries out "Daddy, take the wheel!". Regrets are alright, because we all have them. It kind of anchors us down as we go on our daily doings, it prevents us from just floating around in life, it drives you.
Like how Neo was presented with the red pill and the blue pill, I find myself in similar situations.
"This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes." - Morpheus
Jesus, take the wheel.
tried to hunch; 12:25 PM
