Sunday, November 26, 2006
Timing lost minutes and moments.
Surrounded by Your GloryWhat will my heart feelWill I dance for You JesusOr in awe of You be StillWill I stand in Your presenceTo my knees will I fallWill I sing HallelujahWill I be able to speak at allI can only imagineI can only imagineI promised a very long entry on Merger and Separation, but I guess it hasn't been the time to blog about such things lately. Its definately not laziness, because I know I HAVE the time to, but it just hasn't been THE time. Holidays have been less mundane than I anticipated, even though my new friend Jackson has given me bountiful amounts of amusement. I seem to enjoy those mundane circumstances, where I've got no plans at hand, where I wake up every morning only to anticipate something bleak, the absence of a social body, the presence of a seemingly overwhelming sense of solitude. Although some may convulse in pain at the thought of nothing-to-do-ness, I react to it otherwise. I embrace it, I appreciate it, because loneliness is earned, loneliness is hard work. blahblahblahblah. I do wish to uphold this any further so I will blog about something else.Recent events have caused the decadence of my glee-ness. But nonetheless, I am still very much alive. I am presently at a loss as I do not know what to blog about. Today is Sunday, and for the first time in my life, I awoke at 12.30pm, thinking that it was Monday and my heart literally skipped a beat. I dread Monday. Monday. Monday. Monday.
(Yes I know that there's no school tomorrow) I will try lengthening today by staying awake for longer hours to grasp whatever's left of today, cursing the indubitable fact of tomorrow's Monday.
This is the end of my entry. And I am fearfully sorry for this inane entry. I assure you
(who?) I will update very, very soon.
tried to hunch; 3:23 PM