Tuesday, August 02, 2005
miss me and remember my name.
my geog teacher scolded me sooo badly yesterday. for 45 mins straight. talking about how useless i am and how i'm not an asset to the school and how people won't miss or recognise me for my achievements when i die. apparently, i have no achievements whatsoever according to her. according to her, i'm simply a waste of her time, a disgrace to the school, a disgrace to my family. i'm a complete and utter loser with no integrity and honesty. i'm a NOTHING. NOBODY will attend my wake. nobody would attend my funeral. nobody would miss me and cry because i'm gone. my family would have NOTHING to be proud about me. i shan't go into further details. basically she just talked about how life would be the same, or even easier, without me ever being born. yup.
it's alright. i respect her for that.
but sometimes i really wonder if i'm really that useless. maybe i am. i think life would pretty much be the same for the 5 billion people in this earth. yup. if i really die in a car accident, (which i don't mind, really.) please miss me and attend me wake.
thanks.
i'm feeling much better today i suppose. she's on strike though. haha. what a word. STRIKE. sigh. i'm starting to feel not very normal again. wait. i don't think i'm normal in the first place. =\ that's sad to hear...
tried to hunch; 10:58 PM