Monday, July 18, 2005
and the white flag goes up.
i surrender.
after all these months of lying and faking everything, i'm finally gonna give in to my parents.
after all the cold shoulders, the talking back, the shouts and yelling..
after the recent dispute over the cancellation of ONE LESSON of CHINESE tuition due to flag day..
after all the nagging about "how important chinese is.."
after all the nagging about "how important my STUDIES is.."
after all the nagging about how my attitude sucks and how i refuse to cultivate good habits..
after all the nagging about "how i wouldn't make it to a good JC.."
after all that NONSENSE SHIT.
I SURRENDER.
it's been a long and tiring day and i have SS standard test tmr morning. so, i've practiced my piano already (which is a miracle) and now i'm going to study SS.
mug mug mug mug.
this sucks. in any case, the phones are going to be gone for almost forever anyway. so what's the difference. might as well just give up and stop all the lies and defiance or whatever. if i continue on my old ways, my dad will sooner or later throw me out of the house. it'll be quite an experience actually.. don't mind trying. but to avoid more disputes and quarrels and shouts and yells and hatred and anger and regret and what not from building up, i've decided not to try my dad's patience.
today i had to write a compo about pets. it was quite good actually. i said having pets were a waste of time and expenses. of course, many people can counter that. but oh well, i think ms kang is going to scold me for my last paragraph. added alot of alien words which i now think don't fit into the sentence itself. something about our complacent and cynical community we reside in. *shrugs.
now, let's go study about how stupid north korea is. =)
tried to hunch; 7:44 PM
