Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Nothing more than feelings.
It feels like an exceptionally g day to blog! Indeed, rare! Oh and please congratulate me for I've rediscovered my love for MATHS. :D I've got my HIStory notes on my table now, waiting for me to give it all my love and patience. Okay come to think of it, I've got nothing really to blog about! It's been quite a fun week and tomorrow is already Thursday and there's Badminton! I bluffed my brother I got talent spotted for my proskill Badminton, and that Mr Tay wants me in his team. He believes.
It's not a good thing when all you can think about is FOOD. When I wake up, the second thing I think of is what delicious food is waiting for me in the kitchen! When I'm bored, I think of when my next meal is. When I'm really bored, I complain that I'm hungry. When I'm really depressed, I will call Macdonald's and order an apple pie to please myself. Food is the best thing in the world. It makes me happy, and it makes me fat! :( Anyway I'm into mainstream pop, and it is not shameful OK.
Sigh today something very embarrassing happened! JABEZ if you're reading this you can gladly ask me. HAHA. Very very very very very diu lian, through my small eyes at least. I wanted to evaporate from the ugly face of this planet and find myself condensed on Mars.
Lindsay pon school today! Bad girl!
tried to hunch; 10:49 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
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I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing I'm losing
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tried to hunch; 10:00 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
WHHYYEE.
I've been reading people's blogs, and all they can ever say is
"Sorry long time no see! It's cos I've been studying man! Mugging like crazy now! All I can ever think of is studying studying studying!"I hate myself for behaving otherwise. Denise Cheong you're the champion slacker in the entire universe you think you very smart is it?! Can score A A A for A levels is it? Don't need to study one har?! You think you damn clever can last minute study one is it? WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LAH PLEASE. OMG YOU'RE HOPELESS CAN.
tried to hunch; 11:44 PM
Old people.
"Then you and Mommy leh?"
"It took years."
"Then you still stay so faithful.."
"Are you suggesting otherwise?"
"No lah.. *pause* Not sian meh?"
"We take our vows seriously."
My Dad is clearly not a cheesy romantic who would sweep you off your feet and send you to cloud nine. The last time I remember him doing something sweet for my mom was like 9 years ago when he came home with a bouquet of flowers on her birthday. Not bad, not bad.
tried to hunch; 12:46 AM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
The sky is sad.
Haha, something very funny happened to me 2 days ago. Read
joyisshorterthanme's blog! :\
Today I found out the sky is sad. Cos you can't exactly
see the sky, after all the sky is defined as
"the region of the clouds or the upper air; the upper atmosphere of the earth". And region being
"an extensive, continuous part of a surface, space, or body" or
"a large indefinite area or range of something specified". So that makes sky
a large indefinite area of the upper air. And since we can't SEE air, and since what we perceive as sky is objectified by the human eye when it actually cannot be objectified because it is indefinite (ie. cannot be defined), the sky isn't exactly, the sky.
The think the "sky" is pretty sad. No wonder she cries so often.
Monday night was
extremely exciting! PHOTOS and post will be up very soon!! :D :D I love West Coast Park!
I have work to do. Thank God it's Friday tomorrow! :D DETENTION HOORAH! Time to get all my overdue work done then.
tried to hunch; 7:44 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
Is the moment you say "I do."
It just dawned on me that it's Monday tomorrow. Not just ANY Monday, but it's Odd-week-Monday! BUT, due to painful circumstances, there's extra lessons till 3pm, PW meeting till 4pm, and Zihui's coming over at 7.45pm because today he went to pak tor with his girlfriend. Oh well, on the even darker side of things, it's Monday. The beginning of yet another sickening pimple-inducing week. I'm too cool for school! >:(
Currently seeking refuge on the sofa bed in the study room. I promise my room looks like it got raided by the Taliban. With books, files and clothes strewn all over the floor, my bed not made since this morning, my desk can't even be seen with the canopy of books and loose papers and other junk upon it. It disgusts me to even set foot into that filthy room, yet alone risk sleeping in it and getting attacked by the monster lurking in the mountain of clothes I threw in the closet.
Today an Indian KFC delivery person drove past me, looked at me, and LAUGHED. I swear, that really boosted my self-esteem and respect. I don't know if it was my forlorn-looking face, or my fat face, or my fugly face, or whatever, but it was quite a sad moment. On top of that, it was raining and I made a futile trip to MPCC Library because it was crawling with disgusting students like myself.
The only thing I'm looking forward to now is my next meal.
tried to hunch; 1:41 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Trash.
I am presently freaking tired and feeling much pain in a good 90% of my body. Pink, I realised, is a very refreshing colour. And yes, I perceive that as a very good thing, after spending more than 75% of my life cringing at the thought of wearing anything pink. Ah, change is good.
My eyes feel so heavy it feels as if it's going to reach the floor. Today was a relatively good day, considering Sixuan and I spent nearly an hour trying to decipher some very fugly handwriting, talking about the fuglets in class, and witnessing the most disgusting act performed by a pre-neaderthal being by the name of Ng Sixuan, who tried to use a nailclipper to trim certain hairs.
And today the most perfect man in school waved and smiled and said hello to me. :)
tried to hunch; 12:40 AM
Monday, August 13, 2007
I want to live in a house next to a sandy beach
and ponder over English novels and draw my thoughts down in the form of cartoons and childish scribblings; with you by my side whispering sweet nothings into my ear, occasionally engaging in some child-like banter of sorts, where we run down the shore feeling the rush of the heaving seawaters on our bare feet. The sky isn't too sunny, I'd reckon it's cloudier than usual, a veil of grey over the vastness of the mysterious skies. The wind tells us it's about to rain and you hold my hand and take cover while I take cover in your arms. It's begun to drizzle as we sit on the rose coloured sofa counting the number of raindrops that fall upon the glass window. It's beautiful; it couldn't have been anyone but you. As it should be, forever, whenever.
tried to hunch; 11:04 PM
Like a twice poisoned dog desiring the third piece of meat.
I SUPER DUPER MEGA dislike..
- Any show that begins with "America's Funniest".
- People at home who make the slightest change in my room arrangements.
- The fact that I have to sit for my 'A' Levels eventually.
- Having to hand up homework.
- That sometimes when I get angry I get a stomachache.
- White light. It's frustratingly jarring.
- Doors that are left ajar.
- Mondays.
.. because these things irritate me to the max and I get angry which will result in a stomachache and I become highly anti-social and unapproachable and then everything will seem evil to me.
Today started out very optimistic and unusually pleasant. But I guess something went wrong along the way. I'm in the most pessimistic state you could ever find me in, that I wish the world would just end, now now now. I can't breathe, I can't breathe, literally. Really I can't breathe. Someone please call 995. Denise cannot make it already.
[edit] Currently waiting for tutor to come, I'm feeling quite sick because God blessed me with a sore throat and a headache. And no, I don't have my eye on the ball. I can't bring myself to "take it one step at a time". I don't want to take that step, I don't want to study hard. What worth is it? To put in blood sweat and tears into an 'A' Level certificate that magically grants you access to a "better future"? I can't, I just can't see that as the bone, as the carrot. I'm not seeing the reason to work hard. If there's no will, there's no way. So what am I doing, sitting here wasting my time away. I'm going to fly away to the US of A and attain my college degree there! Sigh. 'A' Levels. Why Singapore, why? Has your dream for a flawless education for every individual have to induce misery and toil amongst its helpless victims? Mass produced I tell you, we're mass produced. Tutor's here. Bye. [/edit]
tried to hunch; 5:01 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Forty - Love.
For all the corny things we've said,
For every little minute we've realised it was too late,
It couldn't have been anyone else but you.
tried to hunch; 10:12 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
--
For all those things
That we don't understand
We come by FaithAnd place them in your handsWe give thanks
We give praise
For we know that all things work together for our good
We give thanks
We give praise
For by FaithWe know Your Grace will see us through
tried to hunch; 1:16 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
One Sweet Day
Yes, till we meet again.
tried to hunch; 12:33 AM
