Wednesday, August 31, 2005
she was a total stranger; yet she saw right through his soul..
wHOO! whirlwind wedding!
i've never been so crazy over such sappy books before.
=)
and as helen keller's daddy, i looked like a gay indeed.
today was dino day!
heh.
walking around city link.
eating at raffles city.
fooling around in the super tall hotel.
going from floor to floor.
taking pics with a headless man.
taking zillions of pics in the mrt.
running though the rain.
destroying the gym.
stripping down to our sports bras and shorts at the pool.
sun tanning.
reading my currently favourite book under the sun.
lying to the security guard about our attire.
getting stared at by passerbys.
getting my room wet.
fond memories will stay. =)
tried to hunch; 11:14 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
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secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon;out of the stillness soft spoken words.
is there a cure among us, from this processed sanity?
i weaken with each voice that sings.
now in this world of purchase, i'm going to buy back memories
to awaken some old qualities;
is this the prize i've waited for..
tried to hunch; 7:31 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
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today is a happy day.
everyday is a happy day.
,idealistically.---Now I've found
the greatest Love of all is mine,
Since You laid down your life;
the Greatest Sacrifice.
tried to hunch; 6:45 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
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today was a very good day. =)
i spoke to a very good friend of mine, whom i haven't spoke to for a year i think.
she's really wonderful. i feel sooooo much better after having a two hour long chat with her. i've learnt alot of things from her today. i've rediscovered and understood my faith more.
i've learnt how God is just so real in our lives.
i've learnt how much God loves us. =)
it's undescribable, really.
when we're in despair, He listens.
let Him speak to you.
it's amazing how God can touch your heart.
it's amazing how He gave up His only son to die for us.
it's amazing how Jesus, our Lord and Saviour, died for US. US! the ones who mocked him, the ones who cursed him, the ones who hated him, the ones who put Him on that cross!!
He died to save us! He died because He LOVES us soooo sooo much.
He went through all that pain and suffering, FOR US! SO THAT WE ARE SAVED!
what greater love can you ever find??
can you imagine??
He was looked with distrust, treated badly and hated.
for whom?
for complete strangers like YOU AND I!
it's amazing!!
=)
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i'll never know how much it costs,to see my sin upon that Cross.
tried to hunch; 6:17 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
denise!! grassheads ever so rock. (:
denise!!ohmy. i'm damn tired lah. hmmm. currently, i dunno whats wrong with me but yup. i feel very hollow. hmmm. charlene is not at home. shuyun is also not at home. i'm duper bored now. so. i shall update your blog for you. (:hmmmm. i've actually got alot of things to tell you. but then again. i dunno where to start. hmmm. aiyayo. yupyup. i shall tell you on monday. that is. if i can still remember what i want to tell you that is. hmmm. yupyup. hahah. (:today has been a super slack day. guides was all about eating today. hahah. cool. hahah. supposed to be researching about some stuff. joann and i went down to the canteen to slack and eat. hmmm. hahah. i'm getting fatter and fatter. hmmm.i recieved my "today in history" book today. everyone did. you know what on my birthday?EARTHQUAKE TREMORS HAPPENED IN SINGAPORE THAT LASTED FOR A MINUTE OR TWO IN 1833!!hahah. hmmm. and also."in 1959, this form of communication was established singapore and batavia( present jarkarta) in the dutch indies."though i dun understand it. but its okayy, it happened on my birthday. thats all that matters. hahah. okayy. i'm crapping again. hmmm.talking to ver. brb.hmmmm. i half read your entry to my blog. dun understand most of it though. hmmm. and what's all that pics doing in my blog for? you can put it in your blog instead yep? i can help you. (: yayness!!hahah. my eyes are super pain now after reading your entry for me. its so puny and black. or issit white?hmmm. yet but so. i'm still continuing to finish updating your blog. haix. i'm tired already. hmmmm. lalala. denise you can add me a testimonial. (: lalala. i'm seriously bored. now i'm too lazy to continue bloggingon. its really pretty short. but yah. it'll grow. (:love you loads!!-grassheadno1//melissa lee (:
tried to hunch; 8:46 PM
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Stealth is an epic action thriller about a squadron of elite pilots who embark on a mission of global consequences to neutralize an out-of-control prototype drone fighter plane equipped with artificial intelligence and the ability to precipitate a nuclear war.
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It takes a special breed of people to be great Police Officers. Diligent, resourceful, instinctive, competitive and trained to perfection. We need people to keep our country a place we would always want to live in. If this description sounds like you, put yourself up for a career of a lifetime. A career in the Singapore Police Force.
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At the forefront of RSN operations, Naval Officers display the following distinctive character traits: integrity, strength, conviction and intelligence. All officers possess leadership qualities - skills that are further improved and refined through rigorous RSN training and education, producing true professionals in the open field of ocean warfare.
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=)
tried to hunch; 6:08 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
CONSENSUS; NOT CONFLICT.
YAY. IT'S NATIONAL DAY!
SINGAPORE IS 40 YEARS OLDER. =)
this morning i was indeed feeling down because i thought i was gonna stay home the whole day and rot. (see melissa and charlene's blog.)
but then my dear grasshead asked me to join her go tampines national day carnival.
then charlene was able to come too! (after i personally asked permission frm her dad. what the..)
then shu yun came too! hoorah. =)
when we got there, we wriggling through the huge crowd to find bryan and ian.
finally we found them.
then blah blah blah. parade started. national anthem. yay. march in of guard of honour contingent led by the state and regimental colours. yay. pledge. yay. parade ended, with fireworks blah blah blah.
THEN HERE COMES THE FUN PART.
we went venturing around the tents there while the guys went to look for benjamin.
melissa and i explored the SAF ambulance, wanted a navy tatoo, but the tattoo didn't look nice, so we didn't get a tattoo. then i found the MILITARY SOUVENIR STORE.
oh my. thats one of the coolest place ever. i got myself an AIR FORCE tee and a NAVY tee.
oh gosh. super cool. and i got an air force and navy paper bag. glossy glossy one. YAY. =) i wanted the air force cap and a whole lot of other SAF junk, but sadly got no money.. wahha.
yup. then melissa had to go back. then we went to civil defence tent and i learnt how to do blood transfusion!! and charlene became numb. hahaha. then we went over to the navy tent and we filled in some stupid sheet of paper then the guy gave us each a navy file and a navy badge! the badge looks super nice, although it's made in china. haha.
then we discovered the ARMY FITNESS CENTRE. oh gosh. that place is so intimidating. all the electronic sit up thing, electronic chin up thing, electronic standing broad jump thing, electronic shuttle run thing. whoa. it was so cool. due to my lousy physical condition today, i did only the sit up thing, 5 points. but still not satisfactory results. i suck. i feel weak. sigh. but the guy still gave me a balloon, despite not having the courage to try the chin up thing. haha.
yup. it's 11.41pm now. kinda tired. tmr got bite race!! =)
shall end here then.
bye.
--happy national day. =)
tried to hunch; 11:24 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
victory over shame;
FOP was great.
a wonderful enriching experience. =)
came back at 12.20am that night.
haha. suupperr exhausted that night.
i could fall asleep standing..
haha.
it was a great day. =)
apart from that, attended the "answers to genesis" talk on saturday.
wanted to buy the books, but sadly no $$$.
amazing how people can view things in so many perspectives, some still considerable, some just plainly dumb. eg scientology; tom cruise is truly an idiot.
i was opened to a new perspective last night.
i always believed in "science" itself. like, if it can be proven through scientific means, then it must be true. like how the earth was created, how man came to be, etc.
but then all these things are deemed "fallable", as it's seen as a way of "challenging" the Bible-the holy word of God. so all these evolution, day, gap and whatever theories you've got, are simply a hoax. NASA is just full of lies.
or is it?
i still have my doubts. i'm still curious. i always believed that there's LIFE out there, outside Earth, beyond our known galaxies. what makes Earth so special? out of the zillions of solar systems out there, you mean Earth is the ONLY sole planet that carries life?? i always believed that there's another "Earth" out there, with life thriving, waiting and wanting to be discovered. maybe occupied with life with far more advanced and intelligent minds? or maybe not? although research has been carried out aaaallll these years by NASA and SETI and what have you, and absolutely NOTHING has been found (or so they claim), you see i have doubts still. i'm not entirely convinced that there's nothing out there.
is it wrong to think that way?
i'm confused still.
heellpp.
other than that, i'm stuck at home, stoning.
actually not really stoning i guess. haix.
i'm gonna run, erm. really. perhaps 3km.
not much, but i'll just start with that.
i need to clear my mind.
haha. reminds me of matrix.
tried to hunch; 1:42 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
--thurs
today is not a good day.
i don't feel very right today.
probably because my parents have yet to see my progress card.
haix. not only that, life seems to be more complicated than ever.
actually it's not. it's quite simple, really.
i'm beginning to understand some stuff now.
just that my reluctance and stubborness is making things worse.
i feel like isolating myself for a while.
i need time, which i don't have. or don't i?
haix.
i.. have nothing to say.
life is sad, isn't it?
nah. i'm a happy child. =)
tried to hunch; 6:43 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
miss me and remember my name.
my geog teacher scolded me sooo badly yesterday. for 45 mins straight. talking about how useless i am and how i'm not an asset to the school and how people won't miss or recognise me for my achievements when i die. apparently, i have no achievements whatsoever according to her. according to her, i'm simply a waste of her time, a disgrace to the school, a disgrace to my family. i'm a complete and utter loser with no integrity and honesty. i'm a NOTHING. NOBODY will attend my wake. nobody would attend my funeral. nobody would miss me and cry because i'm gone. my family would have NOTHING to be proud about me. i shan't go into further details. basically she just talked about how life would be the same, or even easier, without me ever being born. yup.
it's alright. i respect her for that.
but sometimes i really wonder if i'm really that useless. maybe i am. i think life would pretty much be the same for the 5 billion people in this earth. yup. if i really die in a car accident, (which i don't mind, really.) please miss me and attend me wake.
thanks.
i'm feeling much better today i suppose. she's on strike though. haha. what a word. STRIKE. sigh. i'm starting to feel not very normal again. wait. i don't think i'm normal in the first place. =\ that's sad to hear...
tried to hunch; 10:58 PM
